*sigh* He'll never let us go back to cloth though. I might be able to convince him to let me just get a few for each boy. So that when they are running around the house they could wear those, and also for those emergency situations where we are almost out or completely out of diapers. Hmm...I shall see.
I do agree that it is EASIER to use disposables. It's more convienent to throw those in a diaper bag cos they take less room, and we don't have to have a separate bag for dirties. And poopy diapers can just get chucked instead of having to dump them and then soak them. BUT, it's just not fun. It's so blah. It's expensive and it's creating more trash thrown out into the environment.
The boys are driving me nuts. They egg each other on and just go crazy. And they laugh and laugh and laugh and just think they are hilarious when they misbehave. My god. They would turn my hair grey if it wasn't dyed!!!
Shaina went to get Lucas a cup today and she put milk in it. Lucas is allergic to milk, and she knows it. I don't know why she did that. I was so mad!! Luckily, having never tasted milk he chucked the cup at the first sip. So no sick Lukeys.
Well time to get everything ready for work. I am going to open another entry. To write while I work. To chronicle my thoughts during the night...
- Mood:
crappy
Is this part of getting older, of being stressed with work and the kids..or am I really just plain losing it. My head seems foggy a good percentage of the time. I can't remember simple words sometimes, and the ones that I can remember I stumble on (I have atleast one episode of that a day..and when you take phone calls for a living that's not always so good) When I try to think ten different things are going on inside of my head. I actually think maybe I have adult ADHD. Sucks not having health insurance. Good news though is that my company is atleast looking into offering it to us WAH folks. Yay!!
I'm not working this morning because I'm a dumb ass. I forgot to pay the damn phone bill. And they turn off the phones if you're like a week and a half late. So off it went..two calls into the day. UGGHHH!!!! I had to call out and say I had a migraine because I really didn't want to tell them I forgot to pay my damn bill. It should actually be back on by now which means atleast Mike and I are good to go for the rest of the day. It was nice having the morning off and not just the usual 2:30-6pm with each other. Atleast it's Thursday. We're getting there!! We have off Saturday, most of Sunday and all of Monday.
All of the kids are sleeping except for Shaina. She's supposed to be resting but she's not. I should probably be resting too..or atleast getting into the shower with Mike. Or at the VERY least get up and go to the bathroom. This is just another example of my mind fogginess. There is three things that I want to do right now, sleep, shower with Mike, or stay online and hang out on LJ. Then there is the things I SHOULD be doing...cleaning, laundry... But then in my head is all of those things that I should/want to be doing and I end up doing nothing. Because it's just all jammed in there. I think it's stress. Stress and exhaustion. I am going to start taking Relacore again. I think that cleared my head, gave me energy and relieved my stress the last time I was taking it. That and my vitamins.
But yet..see I KNOW this is what I need and yet I never do it. Why is that? Why when there is something that will make me feel better I don't do it. I just continue to be exhausted and stressed until I burst. Until I lash out because of stress or I get physically sick from exhaustion. I need to take better care of myself. And now..I need to end this blog so that I can pee :)
And now..I am bored. I have nothing to read. I've been reading Megan McCafferty's books too, but I've finished the first three and the fourth doesn't come out until the first week of August.
I am going to need to look at our collection of books and see if tehre is one that I haven't read yet that seems interesting.
I have a few Kushiel's Trilogy books that still need to be read , but as much as I LOVED the first one, I just can't get into them after that. :-\
I have a few Nicholas Sparks books that need to be read though..and he's usually a safe bet for a good book.
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